Life after school

I am currently feeling like a high school graduate, schools done, now what. Last week was my last week of class, now what? Was all that time in school a waste? Almost a year ago on my 30th b-day I beat myself up 4 not having finished the degree. Now I’m done and I sit here contemplating, now what??
I’m not saying I want to run out and get a new job, I love what I do and the people I work with. Where does the time I invested into studying, reading and writing go?? Does education stop? is the only thing awaiting me school loan repayments? I guess i’m living through change and i’m having an uneasy time. 

My sleep cycle is all messed up. Not sleepy at night, feel like sleeping afternoon. I guess the change is kinda stressing me out. Life has continued. But what is next?

The problem with passing milestones is you have to focus on the next mile. For the first time in my life I may have to say that I don’t have a major goal lined up. Is that typical? Is this what getting older is all about?